140. A gloomy day.

Literally.  I mean, we've had rather nice weather for the last three days, but now it's raining and promising for more, I believe.  It was nice not to have to scrape the frost off your car for three days.  But now you probably will have to prepare for the days of snow, ice, and slush.  Yippee!  Don't get me wrong, there are many nice aspects to winter:  snow, Christmas, warm beverages, my birthday!, carols, and the list goes on. There are definitely the disadvantages too, but I don't feel like complaining about those, since this blog in particular will have some more complaints below!

First complaint, and probably the most serious (of the moment).  I really, really want to go see the new HP movie on Thursday at midnight.  I can't drive, and I have school the next day, so it's not that simple.  I could ask some friends, but I tried that and it didn't really work out.  I could also ask my mom, but she hasn't gotten back to me yet, and I am assuming it's a no since she has to work the next day, and that's the law parents abide by when it comes to things at night.  Child:  "Can I have a sleepover?"  Parent:  "Let me think about it... oh, no, I have work the next day."  So all transportation options I can think of are gone!  I considered a cab for a couple minutes.  Doesn't that put things in perspective?  I would spend that much money to go see the movie!  But I can see many flaws in that plan, so nope.

And so I am left without plans to go see the HP movie.  Which really sucks because it seems like everyone else is going to see it before me, and I am a bigger fan then them!  I am being pretty selfish about this, and annoying to other people.  I complain about it all the time, really, I do.  I wish I couldn't be so annoying, and so I should probably just shut up and face the fact that it isn't going to happen.  Either way I will probably end up going to see it with my mom.  I love her and all, but seeing movies with your parents isn't exactly ideal.  I haven't actually gone to a movie with friends in probably a year, no joke!  It's crazy, but not in a good way!

Now I hope I am done complaining, I really don't like to complain, but it just happens.  Hopefully I don't annoy you, blog, that often.

Next item on the agenda!  I am really tired feeling.  That's why I put a gloomy title!  (It wasn't just because of the weather.)  I like having things to do, but I am feeling kind of tired of them just a bit.  I have homework to do every night, and who likes homework?  Studying also, which is just really stressful on me.  I am also rereading the HP series, and that is fun as always, but having a dead line on when to finish is more of a challenge then something fun to do.  I don't mind the challenge sometimes, but right now when I have others things to do, it just adds stress.  I also have nanowrimo, which is stressful, period.  That might not seem like a lot of stuff to you guys, but it is to me.  I like to read and write, so at least those things are annoying in a good way, but the homework is just horrible!  I wish school would just go away from a little while.  Please and thank you.

Now, I am going to talk about best friends!  I watched a video charlieissocoollike made yesterday.  It was actually a rewatch, but it got me thinking about best friends.  The video, maybe not so coincidentally, was about best friends.  If you want to find it, search up him and the title "best friends."  Best of luck finding it, since I am being lazy.

So basically, my best friend history has been rather simple.  I don't really remember the best friends I had in preschool, or kindergarten that well, but I am sure I had "many."  Best friends mean less back then I think, when you are very young.  Someone who is nice to you and likes to play with you can seem like the best person in the world, maybe for a day, week, month, or year.  My little sister actually made two best friends, and is still best friends with them even though they don't go to the same school, so I think that's nice.

The earliest best friend that lasted is a girl that lived on my block.  She was a year older then me, and sometimes preferred my older sisters instead of me.  Besides that though, I think we were pretty good friends.  I liked to spend more time at her house then mine, and I still have that habit of liking my other friends house more then my house today.  We were probably close friends up until junior high, or maybe a couple grades before, it's hard to remember.  We were creative kids, so we played games a  lot, stuff like that.

Then I went through numerous best friends through fifth grade to junior high.  I switched, and went back, to best friends at different points.  You think that's weird, but sometimes you just grow away from someone you had once considered you sister.  In fact, a lot of the people I was friends with then, I am still on friendly terms with, but not really best friends.

One best friend used to be very nice, but then turned out to talk behind my back around junior high, so that one "had to go."

Another was slightly the odd girl of the class, and we were rather close for a while, and sometimes off and on.  She is sort of still my friend, but we don't have much in common anymore.  She bonded with two other girls (friendly friends, but not best friends) and they have interests in anime, something I never got into.  They are always talking about Hetalia or zombies, and break more rules and cuss more then I do, so we don't always get along.

The last one from around that time period is a really nice girl, but oddly enough, didn't have much personality.  She wasn't always the most fun to be around because she would just side with whatever you, or the group you were with, decided.  So one on one time could grow old.  She changed also recently, and now really likes the whole looking nice, makeup, and clothing things.

Then I switched groups of friends, with people I met through a musical!  So I was friends with them a while, also another girl that was their best friend too.  I was the youngest of the group, which could be a downer at times.  I would say I was friends with them for a while, then wasn't, but now I am again!  My best friend is currently in that "group." Or whatever you want to call it.  My best friend has a sister that I am also friends with, also an older one that I like but am probably not really that close with, and the other friend I met through them.

The period of eight grade wasn't the best, I don't think I really had a best friend through that time period. I don't know why I was so friendless.  I did have friends, but I never really did anything after school or on the weekends.  I read a lot during that time period, and luckily ended up rebecoming friends with the bestfriend/friends mentioned in the above paragraph!  So I guess you can say I am really thankful, because another year like that I would probably have all friends on the internet and that wouldn't be very fun!

Wow, that was quite a longer section about best friends then I was expecting.  You noticed I didn't name any of them, and I did that on purpose.  I hope you could still understand what I was saying though!

Word Count:  17174 (haven't written today yet, might come back and edit this once I have.)