So I mentioned I might have forgotten some things in the last post, and with help from myself and a friend, I remembered some things I would like to talk about. I am going to write about them right now, sort of as a follow up? So yes, that's the plan.
First Kisses: What a cute topic, right? I always find first kisses, reading about them, my own, ect, so cute! And awkward, of course. But there are so many stories out there about first kisses! So let's talk about them a bit. (I know first time of having sex would be similar to this, but I don't feel like talking about that! So kisses it is.)
The first thing I want to talk about is age. There is quite the variety of "what age you were at when you had your first kiss?" Personally, I was in Sixth grade. I know people that have had them younger, and older. Some people have them so young I don't even think they should count, but hey, that's getting technical I suppose.
I also love to hear the stories. Some of them are just boring, but I think some of them are so cute! I don't know whether I should share mine here or not. Hmm... I guess so.
Well it was sixth grade, and I had been dating this boy friend for awhile. Since fifth grade actually! I know you are thinking I was too young to date, and how could it have been serious, ect. Well it was young, but it wasn't like we did anything to old. We waited six months to even hug. We barely kissed after what, a year? So don't judge me!
Well I had been wanting to get a kiss for awhile, so I wrote him a note asking him if he wanted to kiss me. We were both really shy, so the whole face-to-face conversation could get awkward sometimes. Anyways, you can guess he replied yes! In a really cute note too, he cut it out into the shape of a really awkward heart. I think I might still have it even! Memento much?
So I was at the park after school, and my friends and I decided to call him up. I guess I really wanted that kiss, huh? So he came over to the park, but we were shy and all, so we just hung out and stuff. After awhile some of my friends left till just one was left. Less people watching, which was a good thing.
That one friend kept saying things like "kiss her, kiss him." You get the picture. So she kept watching us and saying those things, when suddenly, a dog trotted across the playground. Naturally she had to go run after it.
So in her abscene, he turned to me and was like, "We should kiss now while she isn't looking." And so I said, "Okay." The look on his face was really funny, he looked kind of surprised that I was bold enough or something. So then we kissed.
I don't know how long most kisses last, but this one had to be like a second or something. A peck! It wasn't really fire-work-y or anything either. It was kind of a let down! I don't really know how to describe it. Short. And for all you people out there judging me: there was no tongue! Geesh.
That is also the only kiss I've ever had, which is kind of sad to me. We stopped dating something like a month later, and I've dated and liked other guys, but it's just never gotten to that point for me again. I am sort of a shy person, so while I've wanted it to happen, it just hasn't.
That story was longer then I expected! So I am going to move onto the next topic, and maybe I will also have something personal to relate to this one to! Sort of.
Cheating! Dun dun dun. Cheating makes me so angry sometimes! You will be watching a show, and it will totally ruin the relationships. But it is also really confusing. Because what if the person cheats on his/her girl/boyfriend, but they are really supposed to be with the other wo/man? Cheating is just bad in general, but when that happens, it's like, what? They love that person, but not the other person. Now what do you do? People believe divorcing is wrong, but they also always want you to be with your love! It's just all too much to think about.
Good examples of cheating? Well one of my favorite people to read about, is the master! Perhaps. Henry VIII. I love this time period, whole Tudor thing, to read about. He had six wives, and he probably cheated on all of them. Or most of them. I won't give you a history lesson now, but the point is, I liked most of his wives. But they all helped him cheat on his current wife of the time. Does that make them automatically bad people? Or just temporarily?
A personal example? I don't have a whole "been cheated on" story, but I do sort of at the same time. I had a boy friend in Junior High who was kind of popular. A skater, if you can believe one would date me. Anyways, he wasn't the best person to be dating. Don't get me wrong, he was really nice, but he'd dated a lot of girls. He didn't really do anything terribly wrong, but he liked this other girl at points while he was dating me. I say points because there seemed like there were times where he geniunly liked me, but pretty much I don't think he really liked me a whole ton. He was also really flirty with other girls, which always annoyed me. Did I love him, of course you would wonder that. Well, no. At the time, I might have thought so, and even said it, but not really. He said it to me also, which just goes to prove how the meaning of "I love you," has really demolished.
So yes, I have given you the inside scoop on two of my relationships! Isn't that exciting? I haven't had many though, so I am pretty much run out. I still kept major things to myself though. Things that I probably don't tell my friends either. So don't feel left out! I am a personal information freak... and let's face it, you are the internet. Maybe if I get a boy friend soon I can talk about an annoying crush, an awesome victory in getting asked out, and then the fun details and bad details, and the either a) brutal brake up or b) marriage. Have you ever thought that all of your relationships except one will fail? Think about it.
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